IT WAS NOT ENOUGH... Chapter 2 - He

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  In case someone is thinking "oh okay... but it was supposed to be a storie about Yoongi not a girl". This fanfiction will be divided in parts... which includes parts of 'HER' and 'HIM / HE'. I hope you'll like it and remember to leave a comment ! <3 Thank you for support :3  ❤️

Uh.. also.. In the previous post I wrote that for the next chapter is required 5 comments. But.. through two days noone commented so... I just thought my work on this storie can't be wasted. I will be posting chapter in any free moment ( I am working, so it is hard to post and write, especially when my job is 24/6) But... I will try my best :3 

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He looked around on his studio. Memories of putting everything there in perfect order made a wave this strong that he wasn't sure if he can stand still on his feet... he felt weird from a while. Nothing seemed for him like before.. he felt kind of a pain in his chest and couldn't get free from it. He talked with his group and knew that all his brothers will help him if he will ask. But this was exactly the problem... he couldn't ask for anything. 

All of them had their own stuggles.. all of them had their own pain to heal and he couldn't just add his own thing to them, he wanted... to be alone. 

He sat in his chair, nostalgic feelings came like a warm breeze... all his notes were in front of him, with his thin fingers he touched all pages, studied once more his thoughts from years that already passed.. but couldn't recall any music in his heart. 

Music was everything to him.. all his love.. his blood.. thing thanks to which could he breath. He let out a sight... and stood up to go out of there, too much thoughts started to came up from the bottom of his soul. But he frooze.. Taehyung was standing in the door... 
- It's true that you're leaving ? - he muttered, playing with his fingers and looking at his feet. Suga knew that everyone was worried... but it seemed like Taehyung was more affraid of all of them, that their whole journey as a team is over here. 

He smiled under his nose... took his jacket from the table, looked one last time at his piano and looked again at Tae, who now was looking straight into his eyes. Suga approached him, and touched his arm still looking into his eyes... 
- I just need to rest. I am not leaving the dorm... my home is where my team is, but for now nothing in my work comes as I want... so I just think.. I have to rest.. for the sake of Bangtan - he wanted to leave immediately after saying that, but Taehyung turned to him..
- Is it because of this girl from before? - something caught him by the heart when Tae mentioned her. The image of her face disappeard from his memorie a while ago... but he knew that if he would see her somewhere.. everything would come back just like all the memories from his studio. Her laugh still remained deep deep in his mind... He took a deep breath and now really decided to leave... 
- It has nothing to do with her. 

He jumped outside the building like a lightening, just to not meet anyone else who could knew anything personal. He didn't wanted to talk about this period... about her.. about what he thought back then. He loved his brothers more than anyone.. but now he felt so angry.. that he throw his jacket with all force at the street. 

It was raining at this moment... he just bit his lips, lifted up his thing and went on a walk. He didn't wanted to see anyone... he wanted to drink something, something strong enough to overcome everything that came up at this day.. month.. at the whole time, since he started feeling this way.








*All rights goes to the owners of this photos. This pictures does not belong to me... they are used to visualize :)

IT WAS NOT ENOUGH... Chapter 1 - Her

       She left the corridor with her bag in the hand... opened the door with one kick and went out on the street. The secretary who stationed next the door went out of her post and went after her.... grabbed her arm and asked what kind of behaviour it is with harsh voice. Sa Nyo looked at her... took out with one strong move her arm out of the hands of this woman, reaping her shirt and headed away from there. 

       She got rid of all people from her life in just two days... deleted all conversations, chat-rooms, social medias... leaving only instagram filled with photos and quotes of how in pain she was all this time. Her decision about staying alone... was for her the only option to avoid being judged. She thought about herself as she was the biggest freak in the world.... her friends? Kai.. Rina.. Steph.. all of them betrayed her. This is what she thought about them. Her last message was the clue for them... she didn't knew even why she left anything of herself there, but seemed like one seed of humanity was somewhere there deep inside. 

       She felt disgusted with herself lately... couldn't even look at the mirrors, because the emptyness of her eyes was killing her. 

       At the moment she arrived to the building she lived in ... she asked herself how the hell she will be able to pay for her apartment if just 15min ago, she threw hot coffe into her previous... now ex boss face. Suddenly she felt extremely lonely and tears filled her eyes... inside her head appeared terryfing picture of what she could do this night. She cried all the way up...

      She opened the door... then closed them loudly. It was dark inside, clear sign that nothing.. and no one was there. She threw her bag on the floor next to the bathroom doors... took off her clothes and made an effort to step closer to the window. From the 10th floor... everything looked really pleasing, like... "How fantastic feeling would it be to fall into all this cars, trees and people" but she turned away, found in this darkness one sleeveless white shirt on the floor and then took of her bra... layed on bed and just dreamed to sleep well at least this night. She didn't remembered if she slept or not....



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This is a short fanfiction about Min Yoon Gi from BTS - korean boys band ( really good by the way) and a fictional character created by me - Park Sa Nyo. Forgive me the style of the storie, but english is not my mother language.. thank you very much.

If you liked the chapter, then if you can... leave a comment as a sign of encouragment for me to continue my work :) I hope you'll like the storie... I though about it a bit.. and I think this concept of Suga (stage name of Yoongi) was born in my head once when someone asked me "What if he is weakin real life?" this question was reffered to rumors about Yoongis deep depression, which wasn't true...  this storie is just an alternative of how he could act if he wouldn't be himself, if he had another character, another personality etc etc ...

To ARMYs that might not like the concept of the storie:

This is my fan fiction and I can write it in the way that pleases me. If you're going to HATE because you didn't liked something, be prepared for consequences.

To Armys that are good people and nice human beeings :

I hope you will cherish this short storie, if the feedback will be good (comments and interrest) you might be sure that in a near future, will appear here another storie, with another member I will choose or maybe with the member that will be requested by you. Other idols are included too ( especially from EXO and BIGBANG)    :)

Enjoy the storie.

I purple you ~

This are the heroes of this storie :

* Edit is kind of mine. But the photos does not belong to me.. so the rightful credits goes to the people who owns this pictures. + the picture of the girl is from web... and I used it just to visualize how the main heroine might look. Annyeo ~