>EXPLANATION<
In case someone is thinking "oh okay... but it was supposed to be a storie about Yoongi not a girl". This fanfiction will be divided in parts... which includes parts of 'HER' and 'HIM / HE'. I hope you'll like it and remember to leave a comment ! <3 Thank you for support :3 ❤️
Uh.. also.. In the previous post I wrote that for the next chapter is required 5 comments. But.. through two days noone commented so... I just thought my work on this storie can't be wasted. I will be posting chapter in any free moment ( I am working, so it is hard to post and write, especially when my job is 24/6) But... I will try my best :3
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He looked around on his studio. Memories of putting everything there in perfect order made a wave this strong that he wasn't sure if he can stand still on his feet... he felt weird from a while. Nothing seemed for him like before.. he felt kind of a pain in his chest and couldn't get free from it. He talked with his group and knew that all his brothers will help him if he will ask. But this was exactly the problem... he couldn't ask for anything.
All of them had their own stuggles.. all of them had their own pain to heal and he couldn't just add his own thing to them, he wanted... to be alone.
He sat in his chair, nostalgic feelings came like a warm breeze... all his notes were in front of him, with his thin fingers he touched all pages, studied once more his thoughts from years that already passed.. but couldn't recall any music in his heart.
Music was everything to him.. all his love.. his blood.. thing thanks to which could he breath. He let out a sight... and stood up to go out of there, too much thoughts started to came up from the bottom of his soul. But he frooze.. Taehyung was standing in the door...
- It's true that you're leaving ? - he muttered, playing with his fingers and looking at his feet. Suga knew that everyone was worried... but it seemed like Taehyung was more affraid of all of them, that their whole journey as a team is over here.
He smiled under his nose... took his jacket from the table, looked one last time at his piano and looked again at Tae, who now was looking straight into his eyes. Suga approached him, and touched his arm still looking into his eyes...
- I just need to rest. I am not leaving the dorm... my home is where my team is, but for now nothing in my work comes as I want... so I just think.. I have to rest.. for the sake of Bangtan - he wanted to leave immediately after saying that, but Taehyung turned to him..
- Is it because of this girl from before? - something caught him by the heart when Tae mentioned her. The image of her face disappeard from his memorie a while ago... but he knew that if he would see her somewhere.. everything would come back just like all the memories from his studio. Her laugh still remained deep deep in his mind... He took a deep breath and now really decided to leave...
- It has nothing to do with her.
He jumped outside the building like a lightening, just to not meet anyone else who could knew anything personal. He didn't wanted to talk about this period... about her.. about what he thought back then. He loved his brothers more than anyone.. but now he felt so angry.. that he throw his jacket with all force at the street.
It was raining at this moment... he just bit his lips, lifted up his thing and went on a walk. He didn't wanted to see anyone... he wanted to drink something, something strong enough to overcome everything that came up at this day.. month.. at the whole time, since he started feeling this way.
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